WAKING UP (2025)
Tonight I’ll tackle the mundane
Just to watch my evening drain
Collect the junk mail and nicotine
All the noise we had between
Where’d you say you’ve gone?
I’ve just been a ghost too long to see
Try to stretch the ends of me
Crack my phone defensively
The stereo, TV and dog
Can’t drown the silence and the fog
Frames come off the wall
What can it mean to feel so small but still so free?
Tell me, now, do you want me around?
Hold me, ‘cause I’m floating off the ground
I’m waking up, again enough
Can any, anybody,
Anybody else see me?
Growing pains, the heavy tug
Scrape myself up off the rug
Behind the bar where it all began
How can I unknow my man?
Cold beers and colder sheets
I assume you’re on the couch to sleep again tonight?
Tell me, now, do you want me around?
Hold me, ‘cause I’m floating off the ground
I’m waking up, again enough
I ask myself this question
Anybody else see me?
It snowed last night and again today
What wakes you up out of the grey?
Almost six years and one long week
I pray you find the words to speak
Tell me, now, do you want me around?
Hold me, ‘cause I’m floating off the ground
I’m waking up, again enough
I ask myself this question
Anybody else see me?
I’m waking up, again enough
I ask myself this question
Anybody else see me?
JULIAN’S SONG (2025)
Tuesday morning, soupy sky
Tiny toes and wary eye
It’s a long rocket trip from outer space
Knocking so hard, open up the place!
A cowboy kid’s gotta ride the plains
Sunburst soaked room remains
From you
Velvet skin, bunny nose
Make me laugh, put on a show
It hurts like hell to stretch and grow
But I promise its worth the joy and woe
Teach me funny songs and dad’s backbeat
Luckiest little boy on Alto Street
Julian
Julian
Sweet milk drunk, big jazz hands
All new places, faces, plans
The daily second guessing, fearsome dreams
And you with your own funny boy schemes
Sleep deprived, but it’s ok to cry
One day your mom will teach you why
Julian
Julian
Where are you going?
Where’d you come from?
There’s time in your eyes
Child of the sun
Where are you going?
Where’d you come from?
There’s time in your eyes
Child of the sun
Child of the sun
Julian
Julian
Julian
Julian
I WENT TO SEE MAX (2018)
Monday, I went to see Max, took a cab ‘cross town
He said, when unbolting the door, “darlin’, you’ve got it down”
I walked some blocks to the corner store
Knowing no more
Last Thursday, back from the bar, turned a corner, was struck
By a man in a red windbreaker, took my wallet, my luck
God bless the landlord, he was in
Knowing where I’d been
I awoke at three last night, in fairness I never slept
In the light of the fridge I stood back, remembered those I’d never met
What do we owe to each other, man?
I know just what I can
Took a stroll down an old foreign road, the name I can’t recall
Dead leaves made my stomach roll up as I crossed the school walls
Old gold cement tunnels beckon me
“Sweet girl, it’s not hard to see”
Say, Max, would you cut me some slack? Take your truck and we split?
It’s frigid and my keys, they won’t turn, some stoops I vow not to sit
Don’t speak again till we see the moon
Max, is it too soon?
Another city weekend, biked back to the station
I asked a cop sitting there, he said you were on vacation
I took the long way home, never before
Opening wide my orange door, knowing one thing for sure
THE LONG NIGHT (2024)
Good morning, light
Is this the real life, baby?
Out of spite?
Is this a joke? I mean, maybe?
Seeing through two-dimensional, unconventional girl
So unfurl, it’s gonna be a long night
Falling backwards off the wall
A jet black tunnel and out I call
Do you ever feel like you never saw better
Your eye’s never been clear before
Appeal to the man from the letter
He says the lights fading on the shore
But I know there’s an island on the sea
And it goes on and on and on and on
On and on and on and on for me
Cower in sunshine
though it waits for me daily
Facing down
Is it a lonely world, lady?
Evil eye, protect me from again, wreck my bones and then grin
Living half life, 6 months out of 5
I grow impatient with the noise
Can all I love only destroy?
Do you ever feel like you never saw better
Your eye’s never been clear before
Appeal to the man from the letter
He says the lights fading on the shore
But I know there’s an island on the sea
And it goes on and on and on and on
Do you ever feel like you never saw better
Your eye’s never been clear before
Appeal to the man from the letter
He says the lights fading on the shore
But I know there’s an island on the sea
And it goes on and on and on and on
I’m holding on but letting go
Of everything I thought I’d know
I’m holding on but letting go
Of everything I thought I’d know
I’m holding on but letting go
Of everything I thought I’d know
I’m holding on but letting go
Of everything I thought I’d know
SEDONA (2024)
Ooh honey, I couldn’t let you know
What I saw in Sedona or LA
I brought you back some blue and gold
From a man who raised goats in Santa Fe
Hums of the valley will echo unto me, but I don’t sleep anymore
Wake me up, I’m growing older from the rain
Take some time, just a moment ‘cause I’m on the train
Fly up to Prince Edward Isle
To air me out a while on a smokestack
Meet you at 1 o’clock Thursday
With an old Prince Rupert paperback
Hums of the valley will echo unto me, but I don’t sleep anymore
Wake me up, I’m growing older from the rain
Take some time, just a moment ‘cause I’m on the train
Miles far from ginger ale peanuts
Just a suitcase and a truck out on the plains
Clock’s dead, but I remember that you said
Look upon the lighthouse that remains
Hums of the valley will echo unto me, but I don’t sleep anymore
Wake me up, I’m growing older from the rain
Take some time, oh, just take some time
Because I’m on the line and
I can’t be without
My mind’s holding out on
Today’s just yesterday but
Tomorrow I can’t stay
I’m on the train
I’m on the train
GENEVIEVE (THIS TOWN) (2022)
It’s a wave of the times now, baby
You either swim or you drown
Soak it up, maybe, by and by
If you just listen to the sound saying
Singin’ ah…
You know, I had a bad night, and so I
Went to see my old spark
Psychic said, you’re just fine
So, I left down 42nd and Park
Oh, Genevieve
It was the city that left me
Don’t kiss goodbye
I’ll see you on the other side
And I know, when you’re gone
There’s a calm, and the fog dissipates
This old town, is surrounded
By old rules and fakes
Bring me back to old time sounds
When radio was the law
So, we met for a coffee
But I don’t fall anymore for her thaw
Oh, Genevieve
It was the city that left me
Don’t kiss goodbye
I’ll see you on the other side
And I know, when you’re gone
There’s a calm, and the fog dissipates
This old town, is surrounded
By old rules and fakes
Five years go all along
Fever dreams come and go
Down by the beach drinking
Thinking ‘bout the old snow
I don’t miss the cold
Flew up for a just long weekend
Hit the cash machine
I don’t miss a moment, ‘cause
I know what bad friends mean
Oh, Genevieve
It was the city that left me
Don’t kiss goodbye
I’ll see you on the other side
And I know, when you’re gone
There’s a calm, and the fog dissipates
This old town, is surrounded
It’s surrounded!
And I know, when you’re gone
There’s a calm, and the fog dissipates
This old town, is surrounded
By old rules and fakes
It’s not too late, to get on board for your sake
There’s one way out of this town, this backstabbing snake
You don’t wanna let go
You gotta a grip to show
You don’t wanna let go
Like you can’t make it, girl, just forsake it
You don’t wanna let go
You gotta a grip to show
You don’t wanna let go
Like you can’t make it, girl, just forsake it
COUNT THE PEOPLE (2019)
I got up late yesterday, checked my phone for some delay
It’s Friday night, and it’s all right, shaking drinks, avoiding winks, lock up ‘round midnight
Do you watch enough TV? Are you waiting up for me?
And every night, well, I don’t sleep but that’s okay, ‘cause I’m in deep watching your eyelids race
You don’t have to hang on to those tiny pieces of old let downs
And you don’t have to say anything, just climb into bed
Forget the words that were never said
I heard them whisper at the sinks, “she makes the strangest faces”
But I can help my expressions, and all of my confessions, I know you don’t really mind
You don’t have to hang on to those tiny pieces of old let downs
And you don’t have to say anything, just climb into bed
Forget the words that were never said
Are you unafraid? Did you get better grades?
I need to know before my time
I never drove so far, on a Monday, broken car
On an afternoon so cloudy
Will you smile for just a while?
Can we walk down the street, count the people I will meet?
On the porch in the sun, have a smoke, well, what’s begun?
Today’s the only day I’ll remember
You don’t have to hang on to those tiny pieces of old let downs
And you don’t have to say anything, just climb into bed
Forget the words that were never said
FLATLANDS (2020)
If you think it’s over, baby
Know we’ve just begun
While the year’s been rain-checked, maybe
You go and get your gun
Right out loud
Riot now
Raise a glass to all the fools who
Can’t recall a face
In another time the city
Runs a human race
Breaking ground on all their bids
Chasing grocers and shoeshine kids
Take me back
Like a heart attack
Stepping over the same shit
Day after day, despise
Bending back for my old man
The flatlands will rise
Men in masks line the street but
It’s the naked skin
To all the world I call long distance
TV star has-been
And it’s 1900 now
On a freight ship, breaking vows
Unmarked van
Unarmed man
Stepping over the same shit
Day after day, despise
Bending back for my old man
The flatlands will rise
So, what you gonna do about it?
Take a drag and sip your sin
I can read and write about it
But who will listen?
Stepping over the same shit
Day after day, despise
Bending back for my old man
The flatlands will rise
Na na na na na na na na …
If you can’t build me up
You can’t break me down
On the other side
It’s around, it’s around
DESERT SONG (2019)
I’m sure it’s better than Mars but I’m running hot
Fired miles off a wooden leg to find out what I’ve got already
Sold a fool on a faulty saddle, rode some nights alone
It was a cool breeze twistin’ and tumblin’ me off a horse full-grown
I was high in the dunes at daybreak
Saw a face on the shadow of a white fir tree
A smile dry, and a spring about to make
Water from me
Went to town, had my old boots fixed up and was overcharged
That night, I prostrate the moon and see a Lord enlarged before me
Next morning, saw an old woman, skin made of ash
But I filled my bottle and got gone, forgetting about the cash
I was high in the dunes at daybreak
Saw a face on the shadow of a white fir tree
A smile dry, and a spring about to make
Water from me
I’ve come for asking, cloaked and lost in the sandstorms
And riding out, I clear my throat, on broken ground, the pleas I wrote
They just don’t matter anymore to me
I was high in the dunes at daybreak
Saw a face on the shadow of a white fir tree
A smile dry, and a spring about to make
Water from me
JUST A SYMPTOM (2019)
Every morning wake to twisted sheets, a wasted night
I talk for fifty minutes, lying while she writes
It’s an heirloom ruminating, it’s in the air
Looming over me
We drive up to the coast of Maine, four rest stops down
We swim, we read, we talk about the wedding gown
I pack my bags, they’re growing, every thought around me
Showing weeds
Mama, breathe in deep, I know that you can’t sleep
But it’s just a symptom, just a symptom
Mama, just relax, your daughter’s coming back to you
Mostly, if you listen closely
We take the Cape by storm, no cards, no cash, no jeans
I’m proud but the boy I love is out west, making means
I watch a lady shrinking, laughing on the sofa, drinking
Club soda
I’m on the pull-out, she’s in Duck Inn by the lake
I sleep-walk down to ask if we’ve make some mistake
But she can’t hear the water, the light’s left on
Don’t bother, please
Mama, breathe in deep, I know that you can’t sleep
But it’s just a symptom, just a symptom
Mama, just relax, your daughter’s coming back to you
Mostly, if you listen closely
Ten nights till the wedding
I’ve gotta wash all the bedding again
And on that night, we’ll champagne toast
To say farewell to every ghost
So, get some rest, Mama, in the maze
And wake me up on Columbus Day
And I think that will be better still
Mama, breathe in deep, I know that you can’t sleep
But it’s just a symptom, just a symptom
Mama, just relax, your daughter’s coming back to you
Mostly, if you listen closely
SUMMER IN THE COUNTRY (2018)
I was born in the wake of another billion-dollar tune
I was sold on the city to make me up sometime ‘round June
I’ve worn out my tapes and I wait beside the phone, call
Three-thousand miles, baby, have you grown tall?
It’s summer in the country, it’s foggy in the flats
And I know nothing can last, but I’ll wade into you
I drive in the mornings, with all the bullshit honking past
Do you wait for the walk signs? Can I tune in your broadcast?
When you’re in my mind, I dream about the subway
I’m older and guided by God, I ride without sway
Just give me a word, you know my books are blurred
I’m just trying to stir you, but I’ll wade into you
Honey, won’t you catch a plane to me?
And baby, see what I believe
It’s some years on and cash spent I don’t got
I’m wondering, will you post me what you bought?
Parlay me all your thoughts, just another day to rot
You know we never fought, it bends my brain a lot
I’ll wade into you
I’ve worn out my tapes and I wait beside the phone, call
Three-thousand miles, baby, have you grown tall?
It’s summer in the country, it’s foggy in the flats
Is your mood really all that?
Honey, just a little bit, take me by your side
And give me some guidance, something on your mind
I wonder if we’ve wasted months and love unbinding
Do you think of me? I just need some time
Honey, just a little bit, take me by your side
And give me some guidance, something on your mind
I wonder if we’ve wasted months and love unbinding
Do you think of me? I just need some time
And I swear I’ll wade into you
NOVA SCOTIA (TELL ME, LEE) (2019)
When you get back from Nova Scotia
All I wanna do is wake you up fast, drink an iced tea
Take a walk past the old tumored tree
When you get back from off the ocean
Honey, hope you lose it more often, break your eyeglasses
And soften focus on breeze, sunburn with ease
I just want to hold you, Lee
I’m not sure I told you, Lee
I feel like a kid in my bed
I thank God for the words that you’ve said
And the fruit on the tree and the fish in the sea
The birds and the stars, what makes them ours?
Set me as a seal upon your arm
Over floods, over landslides, a demon’s charm
Down in the valley, in the valley
When you get back from cream-white beaches
Maybe trim your hair, throw on clean sheets
You know I don’t care, it’s the old heatwave
I’ll save some sun for you
I just want to hold you, Lee
I’m not sure I told you, Lee
I feel like a kid in my bed
I thank God for the words that you’ve said
And the fruit on the tree and the fish in the sea
The birds and the stars, what makes them ours?
Set me as a seal upon your arm
Over floods, over landslides, a demon’s charm
Down in the valley, in the valley
Will you ride your bike across town?
In the middle of the night, with the ghosts around?
They send their regards
I just want to hold you, Lee
I’m not sure I told you, Lee
I feel like a kid in my bed
I thank God for the words that you’ve said
And the fruit on the tree and the fish in the sea
The birds and the stars, what makes them ours?
Set me as a seal upon your arm
Over floods, over landslides, a demon’s charm
Tell me, Lee, you love me, dontcha?
When you get back from Nova Scotia
They try to charm you but I’m in your arms, too
It’s a canyon deep, I’m down in the valley
Where you sleep, where you sleep
Where you sleep, where you sleep
BROOKLYN BRIDGE ON A SUNDAY (2018)
Get away to someone’s island, holiday on booze and sharks
It’s only autumn, some honey told me in a New York magazine in the park
It was a shoot for someone’s comeuppance, you only heard the camera snap
Ride the wave, wind up in the lobby, does it feel like swimming laps?
The weight of my love is not far, but sudden
The heavier nights hang over me
I finally slept and stirred in London
Turn over once more in the blue light, despite the place to be
Give me a call when you get to Virginia, the winter air there takes so long
I watched an old man spill his coffee, does he know that he can’t get it wrong?
I know you told me about your father after pub-crawling radio spots
I walked the brooklyn bridge on a Sunday, searching for a snowy voice or so I thought
The weight of my love is not far, but sudden
The heavier nights hang over me
I finally slept and stirred in London
Turn over once more in the blue light, despite the place to be
The older trains have green lighting
I once took a plane going nowhere but up
And pool halls and heels roam on cheap beer ups
I told your story to a boy in pitch grey
I sat up, left a note on the driveway
The weight of my love is not far, but sudden
The heavier nights hang over me
I finally slept and stirred in London
Turn over once more in the blue light, despite the place to be
SHEPHERD (2016)
I lay in bed, tracing and pacing for the afternoon
Wallowing in tune
I’m a desert-head but I’m liable to be a child until after June
Maybe longer than that
Charlie once said, in his madness, “I’m a tramp, a bum, a hobo I’m a boxcar, a jug of wine
I’m a straight-razor if you get too close to me” but honey, can’t you see? I’m yours if you’ve got mine
I just need some Goddamn time
And so I wish on many moons
That I could see the days and dunes
But I am just a shepherd for the wind
And you won’t find me in this skin
I’m one to preach, “be a saviour, won’t you savor these mornings ends?”
But I’m not one to bend
I’m gunnin’ wild, I’ve been pushing this arid sand to death
So, how am I supposed to feel the rest?
And you’re riding miles and I hope you find peace and prayer between the lonely faces that you meet
I hope the water’s sweet
So, come call on me, send by hawk, by rain, by horse, my name is still the same
Centuries from now
And so I wish on many moons
That I could see the days and dunes
But I am just a shepherd for the wind
And you won’t find me in this skin
It’s been many moons, and the sheep don’t eat and I don’t sleep
I wonder if I’m passing by all right
You’re a world away, you’re a sailor, a merchant, a priest, and you’re tired tonight
Slumber through the wide
A deaf woman told me I’m a tramp, a bum, a hobo, I’m a boxcar and a jug of wine
I’m a straight-razor if you get too close to me but honey, can’t you see?
I’m yours if you’ve got mine
GLASGOW (2015)
I wolfed a phantom yesterday, it tasted like the rains
I cursed its fortune, my Indian summer burns, dynasty remains
Black mantras haunt me, wormed the trenches as flood lights bend estates
I know the ill eat, all my places, faces disintegrate
I’ve split
You glow and go and go
I pray for Glasgow
I greased the ringlets, split ends lost to paper bag’s abyss
Gulf demons found me, orbits groggy, skins to crack a kiss
I’ve watched the hundreds but no man heavy to rot the stars to snakes
What’s trouble, fruit fly? You’re six feet down, I’m just a wall to break
I’ve split
You glow and go and go
I pray for Glasgow
I married fever, all my days, white hot melts the greys
I drowned my red seas in blues and blacks, bruises dried to weight
This grin is ringing, barefoot blackout, linoleum floors stung
I’ll wind the clocks back till the morning’s, till the hour’s young
I’ve split
You glow and go and go
I pray, I pray for Glasgow
Only the purest for you and me, while you burn I inhale debris
“Sunrise is lost on the lone,” they said
My voice is no pixel to stir the dead
Only the purest for you and me, while you burn I inhale debris
“Sunrise is lost on the lone,” they said
My voice is no pixel to stir the dead
I’ve split
You glow and go and go
I pray, I pray for Glasgow
MAIL ME something (2017)
Been bummin’ around for some time and I know it’s contrived
It’s even the way I get to sleep, I wake up at five
I told you I bought some rings in Camden, still cloudy but clean
And I lost one and the other turned my finger some bleak shade of green
Will you mail me something lighter than this fog?
Can I call on Sunday? I know of your backlog
‘Cause I might’ve misplaced my body
Mistakes I wish I’d made
Been ‘membering that morning, you know I’ve gotta confess
We walked down to the river market, I left my Chinese dress
I know you won’t go back but photograph the aimless “look left” signs
And the tube delays in the evenings, when you melt through the gap send some headlines
Would you fly me over some black sweets from home?
Though you made me return your purple crewneck loan?
‘Cause I might’ve misplaced my body
Mistakes I wish I’d made
We had a night with thirty-thousand, do you remember when?
I left the lights and missed the old boys sing, I’ll never go again
Now I’m wired from the plane ride, so wash me out in all that city smoke
Do me one favor, remind me of the street name from whence we last spoke
Would you mail me something? Show me written out
Can I call you someday? You know what it’s about
Would you ship me over some grey skies to glow?
Would you watch the winter falling as I go?
‘Cause I might’ve misplaced my body
Mistakes I wish I’d made
Mistakes I wish I’d made
Mistakes I wish I’d made
Mistakes I’m wishing and I miss
SPLINTERED LEGS
(2015)
Would you tell me, “I’m never turning back to splintered legs, even they beg?”
And in the morning, eyes smoking from the sound, will you turn your lids around?
In five-time, rain runs cement, you’ll meet me on a sunburnt scent
Pray on tides of blue to grey, you’re always waiting for today
You weigh to me, the moon I see, you speak a plea
And maybe, clotting paint goes on less faint
From tire grooves to empty shoes, there’s nothing left for me to prove
I still want the weight
Well, with the time green, you’re floating on a crowd, skinless bare, come up for air
And when you’re drowning, you’re molding a new mouth, lip-syncing to hide a doubt
And when the storm doors wake and wax the glass, I see beyond the shadow past
See me, miles of trains to go, I’m lying high above the crow
You weigh to me, the moon I see, you speak a plea
And maybe, clotting paint goes on less faint
From tire grooves to empty shoes, there’s nothing left for me to prove
I still want the weight
But you’re flying back from black holes so late
And I’ll walk wires blind till dawn, knowing that your eyes are on
I see, I’ve signed the slate unclean, for me
All I need’s your peace
You weigh to me, the moon I see, you speak a plea
And maybe, clotting paint goes on less faint
From tire grooves to empty shoes, there’s nothing left for me to prove
I still want the weight